Poem: The Saddest Day Of Our Lives By Orville Lloyd Douglas

It was a Friday evening, the cloak of darkness could not conceal our anger.

Wrapped in this charade, was this duplicity, this circle of unhappiness.

A vortex of shame surrounded us.

This was not  reconciliation, or an apology, it was an acceptance of veracity.

I was cognizant that being locked in a closet is not happiness.

You can remain a prisoner to your world but I must be free.

Liberty, equality, and  fraternity, are the proclamations I live by.

Although I am a Libra, this imbalance of doom provides no equilibrium.

A little bit past 11:00pm, your irrational venomous  words stabbed into my heart like a 10 inch knife.

I remained composed, trying with all my might not to die.

I stumbled, listened to this explosion, this rage, this contempt, feeling somnambulistic.

Your eyes are like a lion, ready to rip apart the prey.

There are three sides to every fable.

Pandora’s box must remain locked forever.

The autumn leaves crumbled as the kaleidoscope of reason splashed across the concrete.

Sometimes in life, no matter how much we want something it just wasn’t meant to be.

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About orvillelloyddouglas

I am a gay black Canadian male.

2 responses to “Poem: The Saddest Day Of Our Lives By Orville Lloyd Douglas”

  1. Ashley V.'s avatar
    Ashley V. says :

    I don’t normally read poetry, but this poem impressed me. There is such strong imagery. Your so firm in your decision to no longer be part of the “charade”. I love how you compare “being locked in a closet” to being a “prisoner”. Everything from the mention of “Libra” to the “10 inch knife” to the lion-like eyes makes me want to break everything down piece by piece in search of their meanings in this poem. Great poets/writers make the reader want to get into their minds; this poem makes me want to get into your mind.

  2. orvillelloyddouglas's avatar
    orvillelloyddouglas says :

    Thank you Ashley for your comment. I appreciate your analysis of my poem! I am glad you liked it!
    I have to “feel“ something to write a poem. I can`t just write a poem it has to come from within from my life experiences. I wrote this poem about the end of a relationship with a man that decided to remain in the closet instead of being openly gay. The pain was just too much for me.

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