I Am Stressed Out. I Need A Break.

I don’t know when I will return but I realize there are important issues I need to resolve in my life that require my attention. I am not sure if or when I will return. I am on hiatus.

My New Attitude Just Go For It!

I just decided I think I am afraid of things sometimes for no reason. Actually, I started to improve I would say in December 2007 when I finally decided to start getting my life together. I still get insecure and I have self doubts I am not perfect that’s a fact. The feelings of self doubt turn into emotions of self loathing and despair. I have been plagued with self doubts and social anxiety for most of my life. Today I just decided I need a new attitude. I am so sick of all the self sabotage that has made me more isolated and unhappy.

I am not a scary person or anything I am an individual that does suffer sometimes from low self esteem and low self confidence. I am a work in progress. I am going to start reading some more self help books on how to improve my self esteem.

I now realize if I want anything in life I just have to believe in myself more and try. My sister says if  I don’t try hard enough I will never know she has a point. I haven’t reached my potential at all. I am not satisfied with my life and I want more.  I am trying harder to become a better more evolved person.